#hyperfixations. yeah. but this time for real
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you guys realize that things (the DMC Netflix anime) don't necessarily need to be either (1) the equivalent to the Holy Grail or (2) like it killed your grandma. you guys realize 'mediocre' and 'generic' exist. right.
#i am unfortunately from the negative side of this all#i'm salty. i've written a lot of criticism. and i despise the attitude of the showrunner with my whole being#but also. i have a life. so i simply shared those thoughts with. like. two close people#and i have everything muted because: i'm tired boss#look. yes. some people have done ridiculous criticism. that's true#but most of the times... it bas been justified. i am sorry. but it has#we're back with the 'wacky woohoo pizza man' bullshit again. and with Vergil only being the damn storm that is apro#you get it.#i would prefer for this to be the absolute worst as some people claim it to be so i didn't get it to jumpscare me more#but unfortunately it's not. it's just mediocre#another generic action anime for me#and i don't even watch much stuff in general. i either read or play stuff#but i can't just sit and watch. so like. i just want april to pass. i'm tired bosssssss#probably because due to me not being the most-mentally-stable-person-out-there#— i cannot enjoy a ✨piece of media✨ like any normal human being would#it has to both (1) save my life and (2) ruin my life. no in between#hyperfixations. yeah. but this time for real#The Odyssey (yes the damn poem) has been stucked with me since i was 10 years old#that's a whole decade of something affecting my life and the way i am#and now. last year Devil May Cry was added as the second one#i always avoided the saga like the plague. the memes. the view of the series the fandom gave me... it just wasn't it#and perhaps it's thanks that a mutual convinced me to start with 1 and not with 5 that my mind had changed so quickly#so seeing a story and characters that have affected me in both the good and the bad at such a deep level#— getting changed almost completely for the sake of a bottleg universe#eh. i'll pass#then again. it's just not for me#i guess. not like i'll go tell my therapist about it#because it's not good. it's not bad. it's mediocre#and something generic at least will pass by. i hope#deleting later
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wowee can you believe that his requests are still open? absolutely bonkers you guys should send this guy requests /silly billy



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#teehee its ikky!! we love ikky#as a fellow bird owner i completely understand jon's thing with ikky i would go to war for my birds#they're just little guys!! they have their own little hearts and brains in there!!#they are tiny fluffy balls of joy and childlike whimsy#what was i talking about OH YEAH REQUESTS#yeah i take requests for these little notecard doodles :3 so if you have a blorbo bleebus from DC comics just hit up my inbox :3#these are yet again more rogues because the gotham rogues have my heart#i just think they're silly <3#maybe my next NND post will be non-gotham rogues for once the batfam posts always perform better#anyways time for the real tags#hee ho ha ho im a funny lil art man#dc comics#fanart#my art#batman#traditional art#harvey dent#two face#scarecrow#jonathan crane#riddler#edward nygma#btas#btas twoface#batman the animated series#codotverse#cv!jonathancrane#rogues! the podcast#arkham knight#thank you to codot for singlehandedly reviving my R!TP hyperfixation i have drawn jon so many times
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Laying on the ground in a puddle of water three inches high and drowning. I miss the qsmp
#i specifically miss the mystery phase#the chainsaw hallway#the federation room#when cucurucho was actually cool#jesus christ they BUTCHERED that bear in the last few months#i didnt want to yuck anyones yum but seeing the cucu/halo stuff going around in the last few months of limbo was so bad that it fuckin#snapped me outve my bb/h and qsmp hyperfixation at once#the existence of nacho was SO fucking. sickening#how was that not a parody#in world that was a corporation desperately using the simulation of a kid to gain trust and affection and thats what was happenjng in the#real fucking world too???#how did they do that sincerely.#no i miss the qsmp when it was good.#the fear rooms and the plane crash and october 1st and exile#hide and seek. festa junina. the cultural exchanges and language learning#the first code attacks#there was so much wrong with it on like. a tortuing people for entertaintment psychological level#but at least in the early days that was an accident#it felt like preserverence and it felt like love and it felt like strangers banding together against a common enemy#i miss that a lot#i do NOT miss the fandom tho jesus' cuntslapping christ#purgatory broke the server and the fandom in general#but man. when the fandom broke it BROKE.#every time i looked outside my little bubble i was met with death threats it was insane#but yeah. early days qsmp. that shit was good
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hello. it is i, your friendly neighbourhood goblin that pops up every now and then to scream about something new.
i love damien haas.
this has been a psa.
#i just made a very long post about parasocial relationships and saved it in my drafts because i just needed to sort my thoughts out#never meant to publish it and never will#but it was about damien and youtubers and streamers and how they're Different and harder to deal with than like tv stars#i mean well duh but i've not been into that many youtubers like this. there's dan howell and drawfee and geoff castellucci#and none of those was to the level i've had with traditional media celebrities#but anyway i talked about him and i also just needed to scream into the void about how much i love him and how much i relate to him#and how seen he makes me feel#and safe#like i for real wish i could be his friend and tell him how awesome he is (and also like. so fine)#how parasocial of me#but i dealt with that in The Post That Shall Not See The Light Of Day so no tangent on that#also i have realised that nearly every time i've been really ADHD hyperfixated on a real person on here i've also been real limerent#like it's not just a crush it's limerence baby!#and i need to work on the underlying issues there#but that was also addressed in The Post so it's okay#but yeah i was psyched to learn about the concept of limerence#it me! every time!#internal monologue#damien haas
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im currently rewatching the harry potter movies with my best friends, so far we've watched the first 4 movies and OHH MY GOD REMUS AND SIRIUS AND MOTHERFUCKING BARTY AND I MIGHT BE GOING CRAZY
#first time watching the HPs since ive been hyperfixated on the marauders and it for sure Has An Effect#like???? wdym those characters are actually real and not just a shared madness between internet people???????#ESPECIALLY barty!!!!!#like#remus and sirius yeah i know them#of what i remember i already like them a lot when i first read and watched the HPs#so like yeah sure the teen/marauders versions of them are different but yk#but like barty????#like god i didnt even remember he even existed#and now he's one of my all time fav marauders era characters??????#and i get to see a movie with him in it??????#HELL YEAH#(bonus point for david tennant)#marauders#marauders fandom#the marauders#the marauders fandom#remus lupin#sirius black#barty crouch junior#barty crouch jr#aiden's posts
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i haven’t had this feeling with a hyperfixation since like. september with leverage. like half a year. again idk how long it’s gonna last but the neurons are firing
#my ben hyperfix was real but that’s like. an old reliable and it’s comfortable and less intense. also i SEE HIM TONIGHT!!!#leverage is on temporary pause for another month or so until i’m back home watching redemption w my dad#<- guy who feels so guilty letting hyperfixations go and hates it so much#but yeah. me & the pitt are locked in for the time being#it’s always when i just watch something for fun between things#ted talks
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to that anon who always reminds me of diakko week, bless you and thank you so much. i wouldve really loved to participate but ive really been busy the past years, was hectic yall. just wanna shout out that person, whoo, ill try and drop something before i disappear again for the final(!) semester. heres a chilling capybara i sculpted tho!

#mine#okay so summary of what happened lmaooo#got out of a toxic friendship last year (yay!) and basically it went from okay to really bad real quicl in a spam of months#so i dont have the motional capacity to even be creative by drawing#i did write and oh boy if it wasnt a life saver#then after that i was drained physically and mentally and emotionally#and also full of rage lol#plus school#so i was being my own therqpist for the past year#well technically for the past 5 years lol#and i got a huge creative block on drawing and writing during that#the drawing was stagnant for longer than the writing#thats why the last drawing i posted wasnt on par as my older ones#writing came back for a few months then disappeared complete the past few months#took up sculpting tho so i might sculpt something from lwa#and yeah#rn its busy due to internship but its the last push!#i might be able tk do diakko week next year#cause im done school on half the year#yassssss#so sorry for the anon that kept on reminding me#i wasnt ignoring you i was just busyyyy#and i wasnt on here most of the time#im here now tho cause wicked is my current hyperfixation lmao#thank you!
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#yeah#uh#idk what i’m doing at this point please help me#brainrot#the brainrot is real#adventure time#finn and fern#fern mertens#fern adventure time#finn the human#finn mertens#finn adventure time#digital art#silly guy#art#fanart#hyperfixation#autistic things#hyperfixation art
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IMOGEN KOL — the rogue inquisitor (x)
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#oc insp: Imogen Kol#new year same oc hyperfixation that I subject everyone to ✌️#the real question is will I ever get tired of making Imogen edits for every template that crosses my path? probably not any time soon#and yeah I’m linking her playlist again because I have not stopped listening to it and it completely overtook my wrapped#age is based off 0 BBY btw. if she makes it that far 😬 ha ha jk. unless doomed by the narrative?#anyway I feel like this looks a bit wack but it was like 12:30am when I finished it up and I stared at it too long so I’m yeeting it out ✨#edits#e: imogen
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At this point I'm genuinely considering borrowing books on automobiles/cars/planes/military vehicles from my library now, just so I can understand that half of the Transformers and maybe better make OCs or alt modes for characters if I so felt like it
I have never once had an interest in cars prior
Transformers is taking over my brain
#I mean I guess I had a similar reaction when it came to Cookie Run and food#though other than the regular urge to maybe pursue cooking it never went that far#other than Wikipedia food rabbit hole searches#but yeah I'm considering this now#I don't know crap about automobiles#but maybe I can learn for the Transformers' sake#also I already know my library has a lot of stuff so it's not out of the realm of possibility to find resources#we've already established it has Transformers comics#but yeah I guess there's an upside to crazy hyperfixations#you become interested in things you didn't care about before#and become more educated#anyways I don't know if I will do this#but I'm considering doing so#as I've stated about 3 times now#transformers#automobiles#real life stuff#random stuff
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for the wip title ask game:
'the droning engine'
oh boy, this is my super self-indulgent fic, lmao. I've been super into IndyCar my whole life, as is the rest of my family, so it's my IndyCar AU for the Terror (with a focus on fitzier as the narrative drive behind it).
It's kind of unwieldy and a bigger project than I thought it would be, so it's still very much in the works/in the planning stages while i draft prose as it comes to me, but I've been poking at it in my free time. The basic premise is Crozier is an older driver, signed to team Terror, a smaller team, but one that generally is in good standing. He's got a really odd rivalry with Fitzjames, and this comes to a head at the start of the work, when the Terror management signs James on as a driver. Basically, the plot is going to stretch over the entirety of an IndyCar season, and I'm going to try to hit major plot beats from the show in this story as the characters all vie for the championship for the season. Some stuff gets changed around, just to make things work, but that's the general premise.
I have it planned for the final driver lineup for team Terror to be Crozier, Fitzjames, Silna, and I think Little, but that's still in flux. Hickey was on the team, but gets let go after publicly starting a fight with Silna and suffering the consequences, lol. He continues to scheme in the background as the season continues to unfold, because a different team snaps him up pretty quickly. Is it conventional for how drivers are passed around and contracts are signed? no, probably not, but I do what I want, lol.
I have plans for general plot beats, how I want to draw narrative similarities for things like the no good, very bad wardroom dinner from the first episode, carnivale, and character deaths in the show without...... actually killing anybody, because I can't really have that.
I want the vibes for the fitzier part of the story to be the kind of "they would absolutely fuck several times before actually talking about their feelings" kind of dynamic, so I think that's the route I'm going to take and have their relationship really blossom towards the end of the season, but i'm also still planning out the specifics of that one. I really like the added tension of a secret relationship, given that they're on the same team and that motorsports doesn't necessarily have the most.... open-minded audience (it's very fun being an unpatriotic queer person at these events. i am....... very much in the minority there), so I want to play with that a bit, too. I thought I had a neat and tidy plan, but it rather started crumbling in my hands when i sat down to actually try to write it, so I think I'm going to be wrangling this one for a bit.
but i'm very excited to actually get to it someday! i know this write-up is very rambly and a bit unhinged, but i truly have so many thoughts about it that it's hard to organize into a coherent, short summary, lol. I have a lot of personal history tied up in this, too, so it's hard not to just go on cool tangents about the sport. this project has taken a back seat as my master's work ramps up, since it's just.... so much bigger than i thought it would be. but i really want to work on it over this winter break, creative juices willing.
and as thanks for reading........... all of this rambling, lol, here's a snippet from my draft of the "birdshit island"-cum-team-dinner scene:
Francis is at the end of his patience with the man, at this point in the day, and snaps. “Why don’t you tell us all about that crash in Monterey, James? That one was rather spectacular, if I remember right.” Fitzjames sours immediately, frowning and gritting his teeth. Francis has exactly a half a second of deep satisfaction at the expression before Blanky viciously kicks him in the shins under the table. Francis winces and glares at him, leaning down to rub at the spot. It had hurt, damn it. That prosthetic leg wasn’t soft by any stretch of the imagination.
#thank you!!#i'm very happy with the title too. it's from one of my favorite duran duran songs: the chauffeur#'and the droning engine throbs in time with your beating heart' i couldn't use it for anything else tbh.#i have. entire pages of my small notebooks filled with drivers and their assorted teams. their spotters. strategists. pit crew members.#lead mechanics.#which teams which crew members would be on and why.#i have a plan for irving and james to get into a crash right towards the end and james very much does almost die#but he doesn't. he's fine. nobody will die in this one.#but i'm so. so excited to actually write that one out. it and the angry gasoline alley makeout that starts the relationship are like the tw#scenes that inspired this whole monstrosity.#sophy is running the team since franklin retired the year before.#jcr is a retired driver who works as a tv broadcaster (james hinchcliffe did this in real life and i absolutely drew off of that)#blanky is crozier's strategist. he's also a retired driver after he lost a leg the year before in a crash. yes it means i have to rework th#reason crozier gets sober in episode 5 but i couldn't NOT have them be on a driver's team together. jopson is his spotter.#i am having so much fun with it. it's a fucking monster lmao#i have 19.4k words drafted already and i think it's like. maybe half of what needs to be there. why am i like this#the terror#fitzier#kind of. in rough form rn.#but yeah this is super super self-indulgent but i've been going to the indy 500 for..... 20 years now. i've seen it 18 times in person.#i simply must. by my hyperfixations combined i can make a fic that appeals to like 3 whole people lmao
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About a month ago my new coworker told me he didn't like LoK (that's fine). When I asked why he said it reminded him too much of The Last of Us 2. And I was like ??????? HuH???? So I asked him to elaborate, and due to time constraints (and maybe him just....refusing to really elaborate????) the most I could get out of him was "Korra/Ellie choosing not to kill Kuvira/Abby at the end" and that was "bad."
AND THAT'S IT! Nothing else, no expansion. So I have to tell y'all, my ass hasn't been ok since. It's keeping me up at night. I'm trying to figure out what he means. Cause the math ain't mathing lemme tell you. I think it's all bullshit TT0TT Like this man had a vision, but god does he need some fucking glasses.
I haven't been this inside my own head since I was debating with air about P5. TT0TT
#ahhhhhhhhhhhh#silly talks#listen no he's wrong I have like an 800 page book on why#the take of all takes#i made a post about it but it's so buried I don't feel like looking for it so I'm just posting this here#i made it the night I heard it jfdklasjfka but yeah I'm still feeling emotions#him: I don't like LoK#Me: it's fine to have wrong opinions#(i'm joking. Korra's best critics are her biggest fans ok)#What really happened “Me: yeah yeah yeah anyway KYOSHI!”#we're a communist country here. if I have a hyperfixation then EVERYONE in the orbit h as a hyperfixation (and it goes vice versa)#i'm yapping about Rangshi and I'm getting responses about FF14 in return the ecosystem is thriving let me tell you#the conversations make no sense but we're all vibbing#listen I'm not a fan of TLoU2 but??????#my dude.........i'm pretty sur the arc and themes of those chars are going in complete opposite directions TT0TT#ok decided to vent for a second at lunch time back into my hell hole#SOS please some one help me~!#It's not healthy~ for me to feel this~!#Y-O-U are makin' this hard~ I can't take it. see. i don't feel right~#SOS please someone help me! It's not healthy~ for me to feel this~#Y-O-U are makin' this hard~You got me tossin' and turnin'. can't sleep at night~#(oh wow those lyrics actually fit my predicament kfljdksalfj)#(this take is literally making me lose it)#(I should just vent and I'll be fine kfljdsalkfj)#it's all just surface level???? the actual depth of comparing them is WILDLY DIFFERENT THO????#I'll be fair that I'm not the most knowledgeable about TLoU2 but even from what I know it's just....surface level comparisons??? TT0TT#what was bro onnnnnn????? TT0TT#it's like comparing apples and oranges...yeah both are fruits but they are so wildly different outside that!!!#i was gonna go on a bender ranting about how none of that adds up but then I fell asleep#so I'll postpone the real rant later TT0TT
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Do you have any more Eddie dear headcanons you wanna share?
Im sorry for being annoying about him, I don’t get to talk about welcome home a lot so when I do I get really excited :>
No you're so good! I will always take the opportunity to talk about my favorite goober :D
First, Eddie sews! Can't remember how canon this is, I could be tricking myself haha. But I think Eddie has so many little hobbies and sewing is one of them!
He makes all sorts of things: New ties, shirts, dresses, etc! For himself and for his friends!
He and Poppy make sweaters and scarves for everyone together during winter :)
I also like to think he's made Frank a bowtie and/or vest as a gift,, sigh what a loving husband
Speaking of Frank, Eddie uses so many pet names for his husband. Darling, love, sweetie/sweetheart, sugar, puddin', bug, honey/hun, pumpkin. just so many southern petnames
Another hobby of his is obviously crafts, but he really likes origami! It's fun/relaxing and keeps his hands busy when things are slow. Also he can make gifts! A win win!
cough is also helps with his fine motor skills, hand eye coordination struggle is real cough
This man is so autistic adhd to me. His forgetfulness and clumsiness is all part of it. As someone with audhd I can't walk anywhere without getting a bruise from running into things lol. So I'm projecting a bit haha
Mail is his hyperfixation. Eddie can tell you everything and anything about mail/postal history, including stamps. Point to a stamp in his collection he can tell you the year it was made, where, and who. Plus anything else he may know about it.
He loves thriller novels and dramas. And sappy romance novels. He's probably read Frankenstein and Dracula a bunch of times. And he would absolutely read Twilight. Dunno if he'd like it, but he would read it lol
my gen z youth is showing,, idk when vhs was the most common/around but Eddie would have a vhs collection. He'd have the og Frankenstein on vhs and would treasure it. Again, my time is off so just pretend
Also if it's not obvious, Frankenstein is his favorite classic monster story. He feels for the Monster bc Eddie thinks he's so misunderstood. Honestly he probably relates a bit. Also makes a banger costume lol
Eddie would do drag more if he had the time, I think. (Also if the times were more accepting cough-) He likes to feel pretty!
cough I have so many he/she Eddie thoughts but that's another post for another day
Very uncomfortable around bugs/insects but has come to terms with butterflies after spending so much time with Frank.
Similar note, Eddie would never hurt a bug (on purpose) he just calls Frank to safely relocate it. He may not like them, but he meant it when he said he'd never hurt a fly!
Oh I could keep going but I fear I'll dive into au territory lol. I have a habit of updating technology/times/etc with fandoms that take place before the 2000s yikes
#Thx for the ask!!#neon child#You are not a bother I love talking about eddie#I hyperfixate on characters more than anything so Eddie brain rot is real and won't leave me alone#i have more thoughts but these are what I got for now haha!#i also have family headcanons but again another post another day sigh#spolier alert! he the youngest of three!#cough Anyway im in the car so sorry this took a bit to get to!#im going to look at sheds hehe#or as i like to call them: cheap tiny homes ✨#oh i realized i don't have an ask tag#uuuhh#dizztalkstoomuch#yeah i like that we'll do that#welcome home#eddie dear#headcanon#headcanon asks#welcome home puppet show#ive tried to proof read this like 5 times#so if there's any typos just#ignore them lol srry
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gotta say the recent fixation on the 2x06 kiss being both crowley & aziraphale's first ever kisses individually and that they've been 'saving themselves' for each other is pinging some real 90s-00s evangelical christian true-love-waits-ring alerts on my exvangelical radar :\
but also.
tragic loss for the 'sucking and fucking their way though history and leaving a trail of chaos and broken hearts in their wakes' genre 😔
#every time i think of a historical figure and put them into the 'other tags' filter while browsing#good omens#fic and come up goose eggs the metatron wins#i love when you're reading a fic like this and you can tell the historical figure in question is the author's past or present hyperfixation#just like yeah my historical crush deserves be plowed by an angel actually#that's so real
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Love how the Chzo Mythos from Chzo's perspective is basically like. Committing contract fraud across time and space in order to fire a really annoying guy who you hired to serve you for 'all eternity'. A few thousand years in, his suffering is stale and his insubordination attempts are pissing you off, so you replace him with someone who has waaaay less of that pesky free will nonsense. And the side effect is some British dude getting traumatized and trapped in the Torture Labyrinth. I guess.
#its actually a really good metaphor for how religion posits suffering as good but in the end suffering is just meaningless really#like yeah the twist at the end of the 4th game that its all been kinda meaningless is supposed to hit hard and flip your perspective#but Trilby's place in all this is ridiculously tragically funny#like. sorry that some cultist freaks hyperfixated on you because your swag was too different#that prophecy was a trap and someone had to spring it so Chzo could brainwash his new middle manager candidate#idk if the prophecy was 'real' in the sense that there really was a chosen one and all that#or if its the kind of thing where 'whether the prophecy was real or fake it served Chzo's ends'#either way it was going to come to pass because Chzo knew the future and steered it towards the desired outcome#because. well. that's how beings beyond time and space work
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oh fuck i just thought about 60s coronation street again
#tbf it's one of those past hyperfixations that i'm always subconsciously thinking about bc it changed me forever or something but like#yeah. god i need to live inside it. or for it to live inside me. idek something like that#i just need to be intertwined with 1960-1964 era coronation street watching it is not enough#also how was it nearly 3 years ago when i watched it for the first time. imagine if time was real and comprehensible#ramble
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